" wasting time"

Why do I even close my eyes, just to see you standing before my eyes?

Our time is flying by, it's time to decide....

What do you want?

Come on!! Stop with the lies!!

You know you want me, why do you try??

To hide, what your feeling....

I can feel it inside, it is called a connection, So go ahead, keep trying to lie...

But I know different, Just remember, your wasting our time, that could be spent together.....

Instead of living & pretending, that we barely know eachother <3 <3 <3 <3

What if?

In this darkness, where no one or nothing can touch me, It might be dark & lonely, atleast I don't have to deal with the fake & phoney...Kisses & hello's that all just lead to goodbye's. Why did I let myself be fooled, I knew you were fucking around with dude....Instead of just facing the truth, I chose to bury it, now i'm lost wondering around with my temper flaring, not caring...about whats to come my way, I'm a take whatever I get, cause these pills haven me not caring or giving a fuck about the rest, I just need to rest, my mind, cause its racing all the time. How the fuck could you do this once more? I always knew you were just a whore, but fuck it why care anymore, I'm really just bored with this shit, I'm a start to resist any doubt or pain I think about conflict but again fuck it - what a rush wondering "WHAT IF"

Give'em something to talk about: " Haters"

Give'em something to talk about: " Haters": "Okay, so here it is, you can hate me, cuz i don't give a fuck! you can run your mouth when my back is too ya, but when my face is near, it i..."

" Haters"

Okay, so here it is, you can hate me, cuz i don't give a fuck! you can run your mouth when my back is too ya, but when my face is near, it is nothing that i hear! I don't live my life for you & I am not going to start. I'm a do me & you do you, just remember while doing you,  don't breathe my way, cuz i'm a give ya the flu, cuz i'm so sick...

uh oh, here she goes again, thinking with that big ego, she thinks she is better then you! NO! see you dumb bitch that's just it, obviously you don't fucking know me, cuz that is the lame shit, that you spit from your mouth.

you claim to be this & you claim to be that, yet when shit gets deep, i have yet to hear truth come from your mouth! pointing your fingers in the wrong direction, why don't you try and get to know someone before making your accusations??

I was there to help you & even be a friend, now you pissed me off & brought the bitch from within!!
Don't think, just cuz you threatened me, i'm a stop living my life. You better start working out, if you think your going to win this fight!!!

Just an FYI for you!!

So the other day, i had a customer randomly asked me what my passions were & without hesitation, I blurted them out. With writing being one of them. Then he continued to ask what I like to write about....so I told him Poetry, story's anything I feel like sharing or saying at that moment. So he says you should really start a blog :) So I have!

Most of you who have read my writings on myspace, know a little something on how i like to write. But for those of you who don't know, I figured I would share.
1. I like to write poetry either about myself or something I may of heard about someone else.
2. Create a story (make believe) oh no, she can make shit up?? yes :)
So when reading my writings in the future "if you do" don't get all caught up in what is being said, just enjoy the creativeness behind & that I am doing something I love too do!!

I hope you enjoy what is too come!

If you take the time to read them, THANKS!!