" Fresh Start "

I am lost with no direction….

My faith is being tested…..

I keep resisting temptation & ignoring all this flirtation!!

Trying to swim in my own direction, the current may be strong but I am willing to continue on, because I refuse to fall…..

Knowing this can’t be all, there has got to be more…

On my journey once more, not allowing to stay bored, it is time to cut the cord….

Let  this all behind , stop hiding behind what once may have been or could have been or even should have been….

You had time, but the time is running out, the clock stopped working, time is not froze, you just chose to ignore the signs & not open my door….

I call the shots, when it comes to my own life, you can’t put my love on hold & expect me to wait around….

I am not your puppet & you are not my master, I refuse to continue on allowing everything I go after to turn into disaster….

Not this time, that may have been before, I am turning the tables & claiming my reward…..

The reward being a fresh start & allowing someone new into my heart….